I Blame Coco

Just stumbled upon this tough chick and i liked her instantly :)

I've been feeling very unaccomplished lately..and useless..so when i saw this video it was kind of like a mirror to what i was experiencing in my head. all the emotions and thoughts.

But no more.

I am picking myself up and never allowing myself to fall again. Unacceptable.

so here's to a fresh start with better days ahead.

peace & love.

shorts and sweets

as you might have noticed, there's no chat box thingy at the right side anymore...that's because i want to encourage you guys to comment directly on my posts :) makes me feel better somehow..

and yes, I'm currently dying to finish my final essay and another pending report.

and after all this shebang, I'm gonna party and shop for so many things,even though there isn't enough money for that, but i don't care any more..

oh yes and i also need to work my a$s off at my piano pieces woohooo can't wait!

{photo taken from the blog of daydreamlily}

Ok, back to work people

peace + love

P.S: it will get better. everything will be better. in time.

Time Stops when You Sleep.

I thought it would be better working on something I was interested in. Impressionism..in paintings and music. I love it. I have to say I can't understand minimalist paintings.. I guess I like to create my own stories when looking at a piece of painting. Anyway, I'm currently stuck in a rut with my writing. On Impressionism. How can that be - I am dumbfounded myself. I'm hoping that putting it out here in writing would help. I've yet to rediscover my flair in writing. Can't wait though. I feel like I have so much to prove. To myself, especially. And I'm lucky to have, and been having, such a supportive and important person in my life for 6 years plus. Sometimes I'm afraid I might push this person away with all my ups and downs..mostly downs, of course. I need to work on myself. A lot. I did not see it too. But it's there. Only right now, I am freaking loaded with school work and yet I can't find inspiration or even the right sense of time to do them. Yup. I'm running out of time, but oh no, I don't feel like doing anything. Just great.

Falling Apart

{johnny and kate circa '97? from weheartit}

well well..don't be fooled, I still have loads of work to do and instead I feel like writing here for a bit..

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Flowers for me

Kisses for you

So it was

Is it still?

Pictures and photographs

of people I never met

but no memories

of you and me

are we together

or are we alone

as the sun sets

as the stars shine

soon it will

be.

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ahh a little bit of drama there for you :)

anyways.. thanks to this cool chick, Lemon, I discovered an awesome band.. The National. This is where YouTube works at its best. The ability to share music with everyone all over the world. That is real love right there. We just don't realise it. Amazing.

"Turn the light out say goodnight

no thinking for a little while

let's not try to figure out everything at once

It's hard to keep track of you falling through the sky

We're half-awake in a fake empire

We're half-awake in a fake empire"

-Fake Empire, The National

Anyway, I'm excited for my friend Sheldon cos tonight he'll be acting in the play 'A Midsummer Night's Dream'. He's Puck. Hooray!

peace+love

AWOL again

I'm feeling really bad for not posting much stuff.. I've been bogged with assignments and also been going out a bit more than i'm used to..

But I promise to come up with some cool things when I'm free again :)

I have an assignment on Mock-Teaching coming up soon..and I haven't thought about what I want to "teach"..I'm supposed to come up with a piano lesson plan for a 7- to 8-year-old kid.. for someone who hasn't taught before, it's gonna be a wild and interesting ride.. at the same time, I'm scared s**tless.. On top of that I have altogether 3 essays to write this semester..for Advanced Musicology..not something i can play around with, unlike Music History I-III..

Sorry but I just felt like talking a lot in this post..

There is something that caught my attention while reading other blogs.. "How do you see life through your eyes?"

We don't really think about it that much. I know I don't. I guess it's best said with photos..and I don't have any of my own. yet. So I'll try to ..soon.

In the mean time..wish me luck for this semester because I darn well need all that I can get. Thanks :)

love and peace.